The return of TECHNOBITCH !

WHOAH ! who said Dell sucks !

WOHOO !

After doing some minor tweaks and improvements this old hag is way much faster now ! :)

Never look down on the most powerful Core 2 Duo processors. They're cool !

With this old hag back in full form i'm gonna win this war !

FORM the pikes wall !

Men ~~~!!! Men ~~~~!!!

On to your position !!

Grab your spears and lower your pikes to positions !

3 files of pikemen standing tight !!! They're coming !! They're coming !!

May God save our souls...

I'm so f***ed...

Sigh... as title... I'm really f*** this time. Couldn't finish studying the whole thing :( HOW HOW HOW !!!

Really need to change the strategy already. Can't "JUST DO IT" all the time !

Sigh... worse is my CAP is haunting me every night and day so stress that I down 5 cups of coffee last night and it felt as if an axe is cutting my brain apart. Worse headache in my life ever.. sigh.

That old wretch ...

That old bitch monster... she shall pay for what she has done. I'll make her cry one day !!

Now that my life is ruined cause of her... she shall regret of her actions and mistrust ! And all her impulsive comments back in the Fatherland. Sooo feel like showing her the finger but I'm not a barbarian like her !

Bloody bitch.

I am cool !

Lovely .. being greeted like a king back home.Returning home in the cover of the red NUS coat is indeed an awesome feeling.

Tokyo Tower : Mom and Me, and Sometimes Dad

This is seriously a MUST WATCH for all my friends.



Especially those of you that have the same feeling as me... feeling lost.. feeling like you've lost everything in life. YOU MUST WATCH.



I think this film makes me a full man 10 days before I am an adult.

It makes me "alive" again ! After like so many years... so many years of lurking in the dark.. like finally !

It touches your heart that I cried when watching the trailer alone in library !!

Trailer :



HELLO WORLD !!

I'M REALLY BACK !!

LIKE REAL !!!

YOU BETTER WATCH OUT !!!!

CAUSE THIS BOY IS NOW A MAN !!!!!!

OH YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously you guys should really really really watch this ! LOL

Super funny sia. This video has a very very simple point to make : English education is important.

Look at this ! Come one ! This kind of embarrassing stuff would never happen to any Singaporean government lawyer ! Why ? Because they are trained to speak English long before they can crawl ! (cause the mom and all talks English to him/her)

The ability to speak English for any Chinese is important. Seriously screw those useless Malaysian Chinese who called their English speaking peers "Banana People". You guys are merely killing your own future. Yes Mandarin is important for us Chinese as an identity, as long as we can speak and write in it it's OK ! But please don't go into the extend that when you see other Chinese's English is better than you then you start calling them Banana. Come on.. for all you know he's actually capable of speaking and writing in Chinese and he might be able to write calligraphy too ! Own you to the max, k ?

And to those who said that China's gonna grow big soon and Mandarin will dominate the global theatre, sorry to said to you but I've talked to many NUS students who went there to do intern-ship in Shanghai, they speak and use English in work, WOOPS Gotcha !

English has made its mark throughout the world in an extend never achieved by any other language before for a century ! The world population has reached an agreement that English will be the language used as universal language. Let's say one day we need to talk to aliens in our language, English will be chosen to represent us, Human.

So sorry to say to Malaysia.. If you guys insists on teaching everything in Malay or those chinese independent school who insists in teaching everything in Mandarin, may God be with you :)

(I'm sure the Almighty understands both Malay and Chinese so don't worry he'll answer your prayer)

OMG its WALA WALA for tonight !

OH YEAH !

Finally a long awaited session beer outing with best seniors !! to wala-wala !!

WOHOOO !!!!!!!

3 more hours to out time. gonna mug now first !!

Let Me Be The Bad Guy

Don't know why.. lately the thought of going back Sungai Petani seems so foreign to me.

Sungai Petani, has become a place that I want to go last lately. Due to certain events and some peoples whom has been talking bad about me and putting all the blame on me or whatever shit I don't know.

It's just such a turning point in my life, that I felt I'm living on self-exile. You know what? I kind of love it.

At least now, I am no longer chained to the responsibility I used to carry. I'm no longer associated with that small pathetic little town where the mindsets of people are so childish, their visions limited to such a small scope that much chances passes them by without being noticed.

A small town I used to live.
A small town I grew up in.
A small town that burns my hatred.
A small town that will be my pass.
A small town that now brings back horrifying memories.
A small town full of racism elements.
A small town meant for doom.
A small town where I can still seek refuge when all else.... failed....


After so many years of repetitive failure... the dreams and ambitions I can think of when I was in Form 5..become so vague... every time in 5SN1, I would take my free time gazing at the majestic Gunung Jerai. From the view.. I dream of myself achieving all the greatness and glory.

BUT NOW..... it's all so vague.. though I can still see a silver lining along the dark storm clouds.. It would drain up all that's left in me to get there.

And that, I shall do it. With all the resources I have now, there's no harm trying.

Achieving those dreams.. is still possible.

And every night... I dream of myself.. returning home to Sungai Petani.. with tales of glory about me being spoken in coffee shops... tales of a legendary boy that inpires the young kids in Sin Min Primary School.

Tales so majestic that strikes fear into the heart of those whom cause all these misery I'm facing now !!

I will be a legend. I know I will. I'm born to be a legend. I know. I just need to give in all I have. And that, I will.

Mr. - 森林

靜靜凝視窗前
腦海的思緒像花　在冬季睡眠
天邊已泛彩霞
這一刻都市像畫　但始終一個歸家
轉眼間　太多的變化
人潮內聽這鬧市的笑話
瞬間所有悲傷　都只覺渺小
慢慢學會　世界若暫停　仍不再重要

其實　命運就像大廈
如都市幻化　凌亂如燈火中的密碼
露台　看看世界吧
這個天下　閃爍風光不再嗎
經過幾多變化

夜幕來襲森林
這朵花　不會盛開　但始終想再喧嘩
花與花　再不懂去愛嗎
活在大世界化做敵人　如此冷酷嗎

其實　命運就像大廈
如都市幻化　凌亂如燈火中的密碼
露台　看看世界吧
這個天下　用盡方法建立這一個家
每朵　高高低低的花
為都市腐化　零落時找到它的代價
但仍有個美態吧　不怕倒下
天邊的一顆碎花
為誰而腐化

其實　命運就像大廈
如都市幻化　凌亂如燈火中的密碼
露台　看看世界吧.
這個天下　用盡方法建立這一個家
卑躬屈膝的花
為都市腐化　零落時擦亮這個家
但仍有個美態吧　不怕倒下
花開花飛花似畫

經得起變化

love this song. everyone surely can face whatever challenge they are given.

The End of The Journey for ABC 09/10

You guys know what does ABC stands ? Surely I know none of you know.

ABC stands for A-Block Committee. HAHA. Yup. We handed it over to the next batch of ABS that got elected like just yesterday night. It's a bitter-sweet event to hand over. :(

A-block has been my home my family since I moved into KR. No people except JJ that I knew in this hall, NUS to be sure. Being around with this bunch of fun, caring and Awesome people is simply amazing. No one else can replace them. Look at the batch of seniors whom just graduated last year, we still keep in touch with them, jio them come back hall drink beer watch movie all those shit :) It's marvellous !

Gonna be 'pseudo-block comm' for this year. HAHA. That's the role of every ex-block comm man ! WOHOO !!

A-BLOCK ! HUAT AR !

Why Am I Here ?

Nothing much.

just trying to pump in more pressure into my brain by reminding me why am I here in NUS.

People around me like to ask me why I pressure myself so much ?

Truth is, my life is pushed by pressure and stress. Thinking too much and being over worried has been what makes me so far. I think they bring me more success than failures. Anyway, I need a good cup of coffee, to fuel this whole shit up and work my way to KCL.

Yes, finally a chance to study overseas !!

I can still RUN !

OMG... I wanna show off a huge achievement !

My running stamina is still super good !!! I clocked 4.2km in 25 minutes ! OMG OMG OMG !!

Thanks to my ASICS Foundation 8 ! (though ur brother Foundation 9 is in the market d, you're still one tough boy !)

Seriously ADIDAS and NIKE only got style. But they are cheap and useless shoes compared to genuine running shoes like ASICS and SAUCONY !


I can do it ! YES I CAN !

I'm so gonna make it for all the sports trial !

Project Meeting on my weekend again...

I don't know since when... that I felt that I've become a working machine.

So bad.. Just when I'm trying my very best to become a human again, many things stopped me from doing so. Is it a test for my determination ? Or is it God's will to make me a working machine and not a human ?

But judging from my current situation now, there's no way that I can achieve my dreams without being a working machine. So.. swallow it and bear with it. It's just another transition state that make people go crazy.

Singapore Army Conscription.

Tough sia... Look at these dudes. Shit why Malaysia NS never drill and train us into this kind of toughness ? Loser lih.

Coffee...

And the crusader sit quietly in his room... sipping the bold and aromatic arabian coffee, while wondering what awaits him in the evening.

Only fear, lives in his heart. It's ironic. It's like a subtle calmness.... heavily laced with the elements of fear. Reminding him of the Burgsee he once visited in Teutonic Germany, calm black water tainted with Norse tales of black dragon living beneath it, stirring fear and uneasiness.

Fight on, young knight. For glory awaits at the sight of the Holy Grail.