Sexy_Snow_White_by_gorowek

Thursday, November 25, 2010

男自汗不怕死 !!

来吧阮子逸 !! 男自汗不怕死 !!做个大男人 !!

Let's just end it..

Look. It's all a freaking mistake. Let's just end it ok ? Cause I really dun have the energy to continue anymore. Sorry.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Writing this for myself...

Wan Zi Yi... This post is written at 23rd November 2010.. the day before you first paper in semester 1. I know how you feel. Because I'm you.

You regret. You want to cry. But you can't dude. Mom and Dad's gonna kill you soon. You let them down. You disappoint them. You lied to them ? Let's think about what we did in Semester 1 2010/2011.

For what ? You waste quite a lot of time there and you lost track of your homework... the worse thing happens. You start skipping lectures ! Yes ! You skipped a lot of lectures although all of them have webcasts !

But you know what... when you skipped the lectures you are sleeping in your room !!!!! Why must you waste your time like this ? You should not do this again, I repeat. You SHALL NOT BEHAVE LIKE THIS AGAIN in future. If you do, You are DOOOMED.

That basically the main problem with you this semester. Study wise, I admit, we studied more than what we did. BUT THAT's still not enough. Need to work harder ! Consistently !! NO SLACKING. !!

Next semester, This is the average day plan. And I'm glad that you managed to sleep early and wake up early nowadays. It is very very essential for your future ! This is how normal people's clock works and you don't fight this war alone, dude. You fought this war with the help of people that sleep and wakes in this hours.

  • 6.00am Wake up and brush your teeth.. Go out and have a walk for 15 minutes. Walk to Fong Seng to buy coffee also nice. Just wake up with an aim not not studying. Wake up to buy coffee, and you will definitely wake up.
  • 7.00am Coffee is with you and you reach your room. Start your studies. Read up on what's going to be taught today and also what is taught yesterday.
  • 8.00am If there is lecture, GO ! If not, study more !!
  • 9.30am I'm sure your mind is saturated now, game allowed, but only 1 hour.
  • 10.00am If got lecture GO !
  • 10.30am Back to business, revise the materials from 2 weeks ago.
  • 12.00pm Go lecture ! If not, go to eat lunch with your friends !
  • 2.00pm Don't care got lecture or no lecture, you must be in science faculty, either study in the canteen or S16 or whereever. No need to bring laptop.
  • 4.00pm Go to Lecture.
  • 5.00pm Move to YIH now. If not, then stay for lecture. Buy a cup of coffee and chill.
  • 6.00pm Go back hall for dinner with mates.
  • 7.00pm Sleep, for 1 hour. OR watch sunset OR go walk ! You seriously seriously need this time off, trust me.
  • 8.00pm Recap on what was taught today and also prepare for any tutorial questions.
  • 10.00pm Buffer time. Just in case hall activity took up your time.

Things to do once you come back from Malaysia :

  1. Buy a toner for your printer and set up printer. If printer spoil, buy a new one seriously.
  2. Clean up your room to be conducive for studies.
  3. Buy a new desktop.
  4. Buy a pair of slim fit grey jeans for yourself. Buy good one. Maybe GAP ? Or Armani Jeans

That's all for now. Let's move on, dude. MOVE ON.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Your crying face...

I swear I almost break down into tears when I see your crying face in my mind on that bad afternoon on 31st December 2009...

I turned back ... waving hand at you while walking into the security checkpoint... and you are standing at the other side... waving back... crying.

Sorry. Sorry for all that I've done wrong. Really sorry.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Boy..

Boy..

Months have passed..

Can you wake up ? From this shadowy grey life ?

Can you rise ? Can you fight back ?

Trees and logs have fallen on you but you never die... You are still breathing.

Now all you need to do is just stand up. And run.

Run for it. Run for it. Run for it.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

bad semester..

this semester is not going to turn out as amazing as how it first looked like.. F*** !

Monday, November 8, 2010

regret...

call me a loser... i felt sad and regret over the things that i did this year.

call me a loser !

JUST CALL ME A LOSER !