Jack.

Dear Jack,

This is the time I need you most.

But because of some pledge, I will never drink you. Never ever !

And also for my personal safety's reason, for all I know I am not sure how long more will I live. Maybe 20 ? Maybe 30 ? I just want to live a full complete life.

it had to be good..

OK I've not studied this hard before in university. SO this time it has to be good although I know chemistry is never my strength, and adding a bio- to make it biochemistry doesn't make much difference. But God, bless me please.

need more ... more...

shit man.. met that dude and he told me he might be joining next year. shit.. daugh.. shitty daug.

Seriously, all these shits must be unf***ed. It's not gonne be easy dauwg but it gotta be done !

God bless me.

Serious things aside, it's great to see how things are going well in the block. Where young guys get interested in young girls and young girls happily play around with those young guys' flirt. Motherf***in awesome. XXX you see, boys, are the key to a happy hostel life among those young dudes. I know it's an ugly secret but hell yeah this is how things work out.

seriously need to unf*** all these...

I don't know what kind of man am I.

Seriously when I kaopeh other people, maybe I should ask myself am I as bad as them as well ?

Hope someone up there give me a chance, to unf*** all these shits.

Found back the purpose...

Yeah ! Found back why I am here. Why am I here in NUS fighting the best, training to be the elite, to take on my stage one day.

I finally remembered why I choose here over other places. Why I want to fight with the best to keep up with the bell curves when I can lead an easier life in other university. I finally remember....

God bless, for all my condition now is like a piece of shit. I shall withstand it.

if...

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven ..

Cause I hope you won't ; and I do.