I am cool !

Lovely .. being greeted like a king back home.Returning home in the cover of the red NUS coat is indeed an awesome feeling.

OMG its WALA WALA for tonight !

OH YEAH !

Finally a long awaited session beer outing with best seniors !! to wala-wala !!

WOHOOO !!!!!!!

3 more hours to out time. gonna mug now first !!

Mr. - 森林

靜靜凝視窗前
腦海的思緒像花　在冬季睡眠
天邊已泛彩霞
這一刻都市像畫　但始終一個歸家
轉眼間　太多的變化
人潮內聽這鬧市的笑話
瞬間所有悲傷　都只覺渺小
慢慢學會　世界若暫停　仍不再重要

其實　命運就像大廈
如都市幻化　凌亂如燈火中的密碼
露台　看看世界吧
這個天下　閃爍風光不再嗎
經過幾多變化

夜幕來襲森林
這朵花　不會盛開　但始終想再喧嘩
花與花　再不懂去愛嗎
活在大世界化做敵人　如此冷酷嗎

其實　命運就像大廈
如都市幻化　凌亂如燈火中的密碼
露台　看看世界吧
這個天下　用盡方法建立這一個家
每朵　高高低低的花
為都市腐化　零落時找到它的代價
但仍有個美態吧　不怕倒下
天邊的一顆碎花
為誰而腐化

其實　命運就像大廈
如都市幻化　凌亂如燈火中的密碼
露台　看看世界吧.
這個天下　用盡方法建立這一個家
卑躬屈膝的花
為都市腐化　零落時擦亮這個家
但仍有個美態吧　不怕倒下
花開花飛花似畫

經得起變化

love this song. everyone surely can face whatever challenge they are given.

Why Am I Here ?

Nothing much.

just trying to pump in more pressure into my brain by reminding me why am I here in NUS.

People around me like to ask me why I pressure myself so much ?

Truth is, my life is pushed by pressure and stress. Thinking too much and being over worried has been what makes me so far. I think they bring me more success than failures. Anyway, I need a good cup of coffee, to fuel this whole shit up and work my way to KCL.

Yes, finally a chance to study overseas !!

I AM ALMIGHTY

YES I AM THE ALMIGHTY I CAN DO IT !

IF I CANT NO ONE ELSE CAN OH YEAH OH YEAH !

DESPITE ALL THE SHIT I'M DANGLING WITH NOW I AM STILL STANDING OH YEAH !

WATCH OUT YOU ALL PUNY BONES ! I'M COMING !!

Regret

Sigh..looking at other's overseas photos just reminded me of how much have I missed in life.

It has been a long and uneasy ride of failure and disappointment. Shall not let this continue.

UC Davis or UCSD will be the aim. After that we make a big deal in America and come back as champions.

4 core modules and I am dying..

Feeling ambitious this semester I whacked 4 core modules and now I feel like I am dying already. Shit.

Gonna stop complaining. maybe living along the line of life and death is the optimum surroundings that can churn out the best in me. Bringing out the gifted brain out mind instead of keeping dormant for 4 years already.

Seriously I missed the glory of being a top student. I missed the glory of being praised and liked by all the relatives for being a high-acer. What about making this deal with myself ?

That I shall not go back Sungai Petani until I scored CAP 4.2 and above ?

Health Minister's Award

OMG ... you people know what ?!

I dreamt that I was honoured with the "Health Minister's Award" in my convocation for "efforts put into research on tumour protein that saved lives of millions of Singaporean" !!!

OMG that was such a sweet dream. That was awesome ! That's just ..... a dream.

BUT !

A dream will be an idea... an inspiration... a motive to drive/propel myself... an aim.. a work in progress.... A REALITY.

Yes make it a reality !!! I have all I need now ! never in my life God has been so fair to me !!

Too many things to do. Too many things to think about.

Life has never been stressful as now. 2 biggest committees are pressing me to become the leader. I choose one because there are jobs undone there, but the other keep pressing me to pick up the job too, which is very unlikely.

Studying wise, year 2 is a big year. Its called the doom year of life sciences. Yeah I pressed myself to take up 4 core modules, forcing myself to become hard-working as I used to be.

Yes I know I still have the potential to do it. I know I can.

The dream of developing into USA, being New York or San Diego as the main target has struck me again. Biotechnology has never been as advance as the USA. Shall go there and make an empire for myself, then return to Singapore when it's ripe and give back to the Lion City.

Singapore is a great place to live indeed. But not a great place to achieve your full potential.

MUST be strong ! MUST be tough ! MUST create legend !

I will survive.

I will survive.

I will shine.

I will outshine the rest.

I will break my limit.

I will become a legend.

.... and the Crusader rises !

After months of weary war...

Poor morale....

.... and a never dying spirit !

To own the Holy Crown ...

... of the Ivory Towers !

... A change in the tide of war has happen !!

.... and the war continues....

... with the Crusader leading the charge !

New Year Resolution ?

New Year Resolution ? To get good grades and earn huge money for future ? For good of my love and my family ?

Sounds familiar ... Hm... ya... I said that to myself last year while selling kuih in Singapore.

Look's like the word "resolution" doesn't fit the picture. You can follow or don't follow the resolution, but that's where the problem lies !

I MUST FOLLOW MY PLAN !!

Correct ! No matter what. This year's plan will be the simplest of all = To Follow My Plan ! Everything ! Do it as planned !!

Think of my 'not-so-glorious' CAP makes me almost wanna puke !

My CAP does not glorify me enough to allow me to act like Brad Pitt in "Inglorious Bastards" .. Haha !

That movie motivates me a lot man ! LOL ... how ?

I'll tell you many years from now and let's see if Malaysian government still send their "son of the earth" to Melbourne :) I'll do it my way :)

Whatever ! The plan now is ! DO IT AS PLANNED !

Melbourne Here I come !

Finally ... it's time to go for Melbourne !

OMG... OMG .... OMG !!

So freaking excited !!! LOL ...

Confidence to Domination

Lately I learnt something about myself.

I am very confident about myself.

Many people said bad things about over confidence.

However, I see it in a different way.

Suddenly I realise I can actually drive this force of confidence to push my limit and my ability.

Good Job. You are on your way to become the one that will save the world one day.

6th November 2009 - On the brink of war....

Cool... Now is Friday .. exam coming in 2 weeks time.

Today i'm free ! I shall :

1. Lunch ( Tom Yam Fish Soup )
2. Need coffee.. Make it strong.
3. Only 10 minutes of Facebook allowed !
4. Go through 4 chapters of organic chemistry
5. Go through the whole plant physiology
6. Jogging !!! Exercise is needed to reduce stress !!

( I wanna be like my idol who was from life science and CAP 5.00 and plays football everyday ! )

Aim is to adhere to this plan. That's all.

Office of Student's Affair gave us a study guide. The starting point ? = Start low.