never again..

I will never ever do it again. I will NEVER !!

I'm a monster...

Looking back. Comparing what I am now to who I used to be. Felt that I've become a monster. A big big big ugly horrible scary monster. God bless this lost monster. For now he is very lost.

The start of a new charge..

OK.. This semester my attitude will be "do-or-die" !

So be it. Don't look back and point your lance to your front. And show them who you are !

Hell.

Hell is man-made. I don't believe that every place must be destined to be hell for anyone at a particular time. Change your perception. Think around from another perspective. There's always a silver lining to the dark clouds of the darkest storm in your life. Pilot yourself away from fear and your personal perceptions. There are a few more billions of people in this world. Your perception isn't the real thing. You're just living your dream. Dreaming of your pathetic life.

Lower your ego..

Please. Lower your ego please. Sometimes it is this that made me cannot stand your style. Too much self-pride. It just made me hates you more.

Hey you ... Happy New Year

Hey you ! You know who am I talking to. Happy New Year. Throw away the bitter 2010. Embrace and make 2011 a sweet one. Stay tough and hang on. Everything will be fine. For all you need you still got me to hang on to. So .... Happy New Year.