Solitaire

Sometimes... in fact most of the time.. I just want to stay low key.. stay alone, shut from this world. I don't know why. Maybe this is what people described as 'emo' ?

But No.. hell no. I'm not unhappy or what. I just want to be alone and while day dreaming for a while. Thinking about future... thinking about going to the USA.. thinking about New York..

hell yeah new york... a city that is synonymous with the colour black and white. these 2 colours almost sum up the life i want anyway. not happy, not sad. Just plain. Dull. Classy. Lonely perhaps.

No matter what. I must go New York. Stayed there. Hide there. Cause I know at there, I can be alone. Alone forever, sipping coffee on some road-side bars. After that head over to Rockefeller or MSKCC for work. Ahah !! That's life. Knowing that my work would save people's life one day. Draining my own life away... to keep others alive. Yes, i know i am in this world to complete this mission. I knew it right from the beginning.

I know I can, I will, and I must.

!4 days to battle.

This time really wtf already. Only 14 days left to war !!

I will survive.

I will survive.

I will shine.

I will outshine the rest.

I will break my limit.

I will become a legend.

Angsty..

I think the discipline problems of those bastards are not under my responsibility. My job is just to make sure that the materials produced are good enough to be used and they are on time with the progress. So please, don't do that again.

Best thing to do after a tired day..

You know what is it ? Drink 1 glass of Erdinger alone in your room... surfing net and doing things that you like. :D

Arrhhh.... at the end of the day. You realised that hard work pays off :D

Lovely. Can feel that love is surrounding you.

Lovely.

Seriously... Beer is the proof that God wants us to be happy :D