Seriously... I'm Missing You

Sigh... Seriously seriously seriously...I'm missing you very much.

Hope to spend this new year eve with you... to give ourself a new year ahead.

God Bless Us.

I don't feel emo at all...

Weird. I'm not feeling emo at all. After the bloody results. Surprising.

And I'm aware of my weaknesses.. they're like at my fingertips. And knowing how to cope with them.

This feeling.... feels very powerful. I think it's a good start. Good start.

after tonight...

After tonight... I don't know when I'll be back in this boring but peaceful home town of mine. Maybe the beginning to January ? Maybe in February for Chinese New Year ?

Well.. Certainly I want to make it back in town for good. Grandma grandpa looks frail and daddy looks fat (when I'm around he'll surely do some exercise to keep his weight down.)

All and all.. and above all... I felt that there's something still lingering around that I must settle. However, all these cases are located at the two ends of Malaysia. At the extreme North, and the Southern tip. I felt stretched... thanks to my flexibility I'm still surviving, but it has taken a toll on me, badly.

1 week later my results will be out. Should I log in and look at it ? Or should I just ignore it and continue studying ? I personally preferred the second choice. For all I've managed to pull back all the pieces together now is the time to start running. I can't afford to be smashed up again. Yes I can't.

Summer Pearl Night..

Bored... asked a few friends out for bubble tea. Been to Summer Pearl. No hot chicks. No boobies. No sexy mudabytch. Sad nia. Sungai Petani need to up it's standard to welcome home it's hometown perverts like me. FML.

..........

Boring and boring and boring........

Feel like going out but hell things ain't cheap back home !

Cold.... and it's cold and it's cold...

It's cold .... when you're alone.

A young man with an empty hand, empty pocket... and bottles of beer.

I walk alone.

Company of Heroes.

I know it's an old game. But this game trains your planning capability as well as the ability at which you can response to threat ! Awesome shit. Gonna master this game tight first before blogging on more.

Gotcha. Bye !

Solitaire ... in home.

Don't know why... since that incident... i felt that i lost a lot.

This sweet little hometown ... no longer smells like how it should be. No longer feels like how it should be.

I miss those friends.... those few only friends I have. But since the break-up... everyone is looking at me like a culprit. And i kinda felt sad about it.

Whatever it may be... let life be it.