Sometimes... in fact most of the time.. I just want to stay low key.. stay alone, shut from this world. I don't know why. Maybe this is what people described as 'emo' ?
But No.. hell no. I'm not unhappy or what. I just want to be alone and while day dreaming for a while. Thinking about future... thinking about going to the USA.. thinking about New York..
hell yeah new york... a city that is synonymous with the colour black and white. these 2 colours almost sum up the life i want anyway. not happy, not sad. Just plain. Dull. Classy. Lonely perhaps.
No matter what. I must go New York. Stayed there. Hide there. Cause I know at there, I can be alone. Alone forever, sipping coffee on some road-side bars. After that head over to Rockefeller or MSKCC for work. Ahah !! That's life. Knowing that my work would save people's life one day. Draining my own life away... to keep others alive. Yes, i know i am in this world to complete this mission. I knew it right from the beginning.
I know I can, I will, and I must.
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