How I love the way the world look at me now.

YES !!

I LOVE IT !!!

YES !!!!!!!! EMBRACE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously I need a drink tonight !!!!!!!!

A BIG GOOD DRINK TO GET ME HELL OUT OF IT !

Too many things to do. Too many things to think about.

Life has never been stressful as now. 2 biggest committees are pressing me to become the leader. I choose one because there are jobs undone there, but the other keep pressing me to pick up the job too, which is very unlikely.

Studying wise, year 2 is a big year. Its called the doom year of life sciences. Yeah I pressed myself to take up 4 core modules, forcing myself to become hard-working as I used to be.

Yes I know I still have the potential to do it. I know I can.

The dream of developing into USA, being New York or San Diego as the main target has struck me again. Biotechnology has never been as advance as the USA. Shall go there and make an empire for myself, then return to Singapore when it's ripe and give back to the Lion City.

Singapore is a great place to live indeed. But not a great place to achieve your full potential.

MUST be strong ! MUST be tough ! MUST create legend !

Nothing's gonna stand in my way !

I am sending off a warning.

Anyone who stands in my way that blocks me from achieving what I want, shall be annihilated.

This is a stern warning. So take it seriously.

Solitaire

Sometimes... in fact most of the time.. I just want to stay low key.. stay alone, shut from this world. I don't know why. Maybe this is what people described as 'emo' ?

But No.. hell no. I'm not unhappy or what. I just want to be alone and while day dreaming for a while. Thinking about future... thinking about going to the USA.. thinking about New York..

hell yeah new york... a city that is synonymous with the colour black and white. these 2 colours almost sum up the life i want anyway. not happy, not sad. Just plain. Dull. Classy. Lonely perhaps.

No matter what. I must go New York. Stayed there. Hide there. Cause I know at there, I can be alone. Alone forever, sipping coffee on some road-side bars. After that head over to Rockefeller or MSKCC for work. Ahah !! That's life. Knowing that my work would save people's life one day. Draining my own life away... to keep others alive. Yes, i know i am in this world to complete this mission. I knew it right from the beginning.

I know I can, I will, and I must.

!4 days to battle.

This time really wtf already. Only 14 days left to war !!

I will survive.

I will survive.

I will shine.

I will outshine the rest.

I will break my limit.

I will become a legend.

Angsty..

I think the discipline problems of those bastards are not under my responsibility. My job is just to make sure that the materials produced are good enough to be used and they are on time with the progress. So please, don't do that again.